Ten Things That Are Distracting Me

1. My Phone: my phone is distracting me because I keep looking at it waiting for a text.
2. Prom: Prom is distracting me because its SATURDAY!!
3. Chris's iPod. Because it just frickin made me deaf.
4. Mr. Fohl. He is TALKING! (like hes the teacher or something)
5. i just have a really blank mind today. its also very random. like gummy bears in the morgue.
6. chris is laughing at me
7. I LOVE ANNA!!!
8. The word metrosexual.
9. Annas fish named Paco.
10. Im super STOKED TO BE OUT OF SCHOOL IN 3 WEEEKS!

i so have senioritis

Reflection of Writing Careers

My reflection on this is that is kinda silly. I mean for real. I realistically would never want to do this job... LIKE YUCK!

Summary of Writing Careers

When I was younger I kinda had this dream of being a famous writer. I always thought that it would be so great to just sit around and write all day. Then i discovered that there is a few other things that i could do that had to do with writing. I could be an indexer. An indexer is a person who takes the proof pages from the text and does what the author wants done. Or i could be a Blogger. A blogger is someone who writes in an online journal about whatever is on their mind. I could also be a Web content developer. A Web Content Developer is a person who takes on the duties of a website. I could also be an Online Auction Lister. An online auction lister is someone who will be given an item told to sell it on the interent.

P.S. I'm still not over you

"P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)"
Rihanna
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know
I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

This song is really the song that helped me finally get over that one person i just couldnt. i finally realized that i deserve better and that i have better. i dont need him. this song helped me and im glad i found it on megans iTunes.

Senior Year

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June

I didn't know much of love

But it came too soon

And there was me and you

And then we got real blue

Stay at home talking on the telephone

And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

[1]As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

From whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la

Yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Right now this song means alot to me. I really didn't think that graduation would affect me as much as it really has. I can just think about not seeing Kyle's smiling face coming down the hallway yelling obscenities at us. or Robbie just being himself and saying what he feels at any given moment. I think its a really scary thought process that this could be the last time i see any of these people that i have grown to love and hate at the same time. No matter what the past 13 years have been the best and i wouldnt trade them for the world.